Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Sad Day! :(

It is with a very heavy and sad heart that I need to tell you the u/s was the worst case scenario-the baby stopped growing and there was no heartbeat-it's pretty much over from here on out - they drew my blood today and will do it again on thursday to confirm what the doctor already knows - for the size of the sac in my uterus, there should be a heartbeat - the doctors, nurses, u/s tech were all very sad for us -there's about a 5% chance that a heartbeat could still develop, but Im not hopeful for that nor was the doctor. that just leads to further disappointment. I will naturally miscarry in a week or 2, but I may have to have a surgery/procedure called D&C to have it removed if it doesnt on its own-to say we're devastated is an understatement. we feel like we got run over by a train. I'm so sorry for being the bearer of bad news and for making you sad. Thank you for caring and praying. please pray that we can find peace through all this pain.

9 comments:

Jocelyn said...

Oh Kelly my heart aches for you. May god make that little heart beat! You and David are amazing people and deserve it all. God needs a good stern talking to because he doesn't know the wrong choice he is making. The teachers need to rally together to talk with him. If there is anything I can do, please let me know.

With Love,
Jocelyn

Anonymous said...

What a horrible shock - I'm sooooo sorry Kelly.

Love to you and David at such a sad time. Love Donna

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry to hear this awful news. I completely can relate and understand the feelings that you are experiencing right now. You guys will be in my prayers and God will help you find peace and understanding. Email me/Call me if you want to talk. Love you,

Geri

Joanna De Beers said...

Kelly and David,
Everything I think of possibly saying to you just isn't good enough. I can't seem to find the right words. I don't know what to say to make you feel better. But please know that I am feeling so deeply for you. I can't make sense of this...why...how could this happen to such amazing people like you two.
I love you so much and want so badly for you two to find the happiness you are searching for.
You may not know it, but right now I am reaching out around you and giving you a great big hug...SQUEEZE...
All my love, Joanna

Chrissy said...

Kelly and David,
There are no words to desribe the heartache and disappointment I am feeling. My heart bleeds for you.
While we don't understand the path God has chosen for us, what we need to remember is, "if He brings you to it, He will bring you through it."
God bless you both.
Love,
Chrissy

Mom said...

Dear Kelly and David,
The sadness in my heart for you is immense. If it feels that way for me, I can only imagine what pain you are feeling tonight. And what words are there - none. Just know that thru the support of your legions of friends and family, you two will work your way through this. We are all there for you every step of the way. You both are so loved by anyone who has the good fortune to know you.
Mom

Kelle Hampton said...

I have the biggest, baddest prayer chain going tonight. And I pray....not even sure what I pray for, but I think God sees the tears and hears muffled cries and somehow puts it together. You are so loved. And that baby is loved...wherever he or she may be tonight. Baby Hutcheson is so loved...each one of them. The ones that have left handprints on our hearts and have quietly left us for the glory of heaven, and the ones that we will hold in our arms someday soon. I know patience is a virtue, but I pray tonight that God will bring joy quickly. You have done everything right, and your faith is still ministering to so many of us. I love you!
Kelle

Kim BBC said...

Kelly I am so sorry for your loss. You know that I know all to well about M/C but it never gets easier to deal with. I will be praying for you and David that you can find stregnth in each other and through GOD. Will be praying that the D&C goes well (I had one to) and they can tell if there is anything genitcally wrong (praying that it was just GODs way of letting you know the baby was not what he had for you) Please remember that we are here for you if you ever need to chat.

Nica said...

Kelly,
I can't even imagine what you and David are going through. Tears filled up in my eyes as soon as I saw the title. There are no words that I can say that everyone else here hasn't said already. My heart aches for you so much...I will continue to keep you guys in my prayers. =(