4-11-07

4-11-07, tomorrow, that's when our appt is with Maxson.....The difference between 11-4=7 so Im hoping that'll be good luck for our appt tomorrow - I'm a big "numbers" girl where I remember dates, look for patterns and meaning in every number. Always have been that way.

Anyway, our appt. with Maxson-Margate is tomorrow. I wasnt nervous because i feel (Dr. T too) like the results will all come back "normal" (that's the best word), but today I started to get butterflies talking about it with a co-worker.

Maxson will meet with us and go over each test in detail that we had done to tell us if this was a chromosonal issue bw D and I or just a "fluke" that happens in 1 in 4 pregnancies. We're hoping for the latter of course. Then we're going to find out what we should do next.

We're thinking about trying IVF again this summer (GULP!) because I dont have school and can travel back and forth with ease, but we have to get the OK from Maxson. Orrrrrr we could find ourselves perusing every website, talking to every lawyer, and interviewing adoption agencies this summer! Orrrrrrrrrrr Maxson could tell us to try naturally for awhile before going down any route whatsoever. No matter what happens, we know we're doing all we can, it's in His hands and that gives us peace knowing the decision will come to us. I'll be sure to post the results of the meeting afterwards. Thanks for caring and checking in on us!! We're so blessed!!

We're definitely feeling like we're

at a fork in the road! ha ha ha :)